when life flashes by, what will you see?

when life flashes by, what will you see?...

that time i was a kid and wanted to wake up at the crack of dawn to be an adult. the fear of goin to school for the first time. the time in guidance office and i first noticed you and ran into a door while you laughed. the first time i drove a car and didn't know what a brake did (sorry brent LOL). that feeling of haven a crush on penny and chasing after her. that time i asked you to marry me so many years ago.

when we were 16 years old and were bored and rob showed up at my door at mid-nite with sunglasses on and a bag of pot. then the bright idea to smoke the "stryper" page of the bible. that first time playing on stage in front of 800 people by my self. the rush of a crowd cheering when you play. the rush of goin down the wrong way on a highway. the 2 minutes i got to play on zakk's guitar. the power of the first two chords i got to play nite after nite.

the smile you got when i caressed your cheek and you smiled. when i was approached to do guitar tech'in for one of my idols. the time it sound like "i can fuck you pretty now". the first time i ran sound high and got a god complex. all them nites the three of us got drunk at on-stage. the last nite i had a drink with bobby before he died. when i relized i didn't know you and didn't believe you anymore. that time i picked up a french stripper LOL. the time i got drunk with two soliders from another country and none of us could speak each other's language. the rush i used to get when i saw your name. the warmth you gave me when you whispered in my ear that you loved me and we'd kiss. the first time i drank jager. the last time i drank tequila.

sitting up for two days straight, just to finish readin a book. sittin up for two days straight to finish one of my art pieces. lying in bed, asleep. the anxiety of meeting you for the first time. the fun of playing next to ya'll on the stage nite after nite. that first time hearing your voice. that first time of feeling you. that last time of seing you. the nite i spent in jail. flirting with a female cop. that time we were together in your husbands bed. that time in the closet nude while your dad, boyfriend and you were in the other room. then just walking thru and saying hi to your boyfriend :). the time i realized what kind of person i was hehehe

the fear i had while trying to mix our cd the first time. the fear i had of tryin to mix the second one. the nite i relized what you said was true. the first time trying to tune a guitar blind drunk. the time i cussed out a sound man from stage. throwing a marshall cab down the stairs. the first time you took my web cam cherry. that time i watched almost famous with my tiny dancer. when i was drunk and i called 911 and told them i was being kidnapped. the time i didn't know how to finish this..............

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